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Shit.

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 6, 2008, 2:46 AM
My private English teacher told me that I won't pass matura exams if I don't learn English more.
I have a lot of work to school for stupid history, geography, latina, german and other subjects, that I don't have time to learn more, but I know that I must pass matura from English. But I don't know what to do in my life, what profession choose, work by who.
Days are passing by and day by day I'm getting more exhausted because I don't know what to do and what to pass on exams. My teachers and my parents tell me more often that I won't pass them. It makes me very sad and nervous. I'm afraid that one day the big fear, crying and nostalgy will come back if everybody tell me that I WON'T pass.

It's like always - somewhere in my head - 'YOU WON'T...!' 'YOU CAN'T DO...!' 'YOU ARE NOBODY!'

I live only for my boyfriend and nobody else. Because of him I want to live.


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Friends from real:
:iconsusannavablatsky: :iconpilithewizard: :iconpuf-puf: :iconvanwartith: :icongablog: :iconniepowiem: :iconkafel: :iconjanboruta:

Other friends:
:iconhercia: :iconjaqb19:

People I admire the most:
:iconalexiussana: :iconbalaa: :iconbudgie: :iconcreatureboy: :icondrakhenliche: :iconevana: :iconevy-and-cats: :iconfullmetal-chrno: :iconhibbary: :iconhyatt-ayanami: :iconiruka-loves-kakashi: :iconkankakanka: :iconkaze-hime: :iconkerembeyit: :iconkheleksul: :iconkuitsuku: :iconkyohei-kun: :iconlittlemewhatever: :iconlobbyreal: :iconlordcheetah: :iconmajinthing: :iconmandachan: :iconmel777: :iconmessa: :iconnegshin: :iconneolucky: :iconnzeman: :iconox-of-ice: :iconpikminlink: :iconpolania: :iconrah-bop: :iconrynnay: :iconshilin: :iconstripedtiger: :iconsyncaidia: :icontanidareal: :iconthefirstangel: :icontotosa: :icontvd-photography: :icontwelfth: :iconvanillakitsune: :iconwannabespiderman: :iconwoosie: :iconyamiza: :iconyoon-san: :iconyumedust: :iconzeiva: :iconpaper-hero:

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Lord of the Rings - Twilight and Shadow
  • Drinking: Pepsi

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Tarnów
  • Interests: Manga & anime, fantasy, drawing, being irritating
  • Favourite movie: Lord of The Rings - Return of the King, Batman Begins, The Last Samurai
  • Favourite band or musician: Blind Guardian, Iron Maiden, many soundtracks
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, rock, instrumental
  • Favourite artist: Nobuhiro Watsuki, Yoko Matsushita, Bob Kane
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.R.R. Tolkien
  • Favourite style of art: Drawing on tablets! ^-^
  • Favourite game: The sims 2, Neverwinter Nights
  • Favourite cartoon character: Asato Tsuzuki, Ruroni Kenshin, Batman
  • Personal Quote: "Why do we fall? To stand up."

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Devious Comments

~Fisva:iconFisva: Jul 1, 2008, 11:51:13 PM
No problem, your plushies are awesome xD

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
*DekeNicki:iconDekeNicki: Jul 1, 2008, 7:26:35 AM
Thanks for the watch! :D

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אני רוצה שוקולד!!!!!!!!!!
~Fisva:iconFisva: Jun 8, 2008, 10:53:37 PM
Nie bardzo mam kiedy ćwiczyć, w tym jest cały problem... :(
Eh, nie ma sprawy ;)

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
*telthona:icontelthona: Jun 8, 2008, 7:49:01 AM
eeeeeeeeeeeeeej :>
rysuj więcej! te Twoje niektóre mangowe rysunki są naprawdę dobre! jakbyś ćwiczyła ten swój talent, to z pewnością szybko nabrałabyś prawdziwego profesjonalizmu :D
Super! Tak trzymać! :D

PS: i dzięki za wizytę u mnie, która notabene była daaaaaaaawno temu ale dopiero teraz mam czas ludziom dziekować XD

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GREEN TEA!
~Ciocia-Krysia:iconCiocia-Krysia: Jun 6, 2008, 10:03:20 AM
Też na to cierpię ostatnio T^T
~Fisva:iconFisva: Jun 6, 2008, 5:36:10 AM
EH kurna, nie chce mi się rysować :< nie mam weny

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
~Ciocia-Krysia:iconCiocia-Krysia: May 27, 2008, 9:53:33 AM
Dawaj jakieś nowe arty ;D
~siekfried:iconsiekfried: Mar 10, 2008, 6:32:53 PM
thanks! for +fav me ;)

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UR -
my love and my life
my heart and my soul
just trying to keep the world from
smashing, crashing in...

Ur - Dj Tiesto
~Fisva:iconFisva: Feb 27, 2008, 12:42:39 PM Mood: Joy
Thank you very much :D ^^

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
~peett:iconpeett: Feb 26, 2008, 6:06:17 AM
you have an amazing gallery ^^
=Frall:iconFrall: Feb 25, 2008, 1:42:14 PM
thanks so much :hug: !
:rose:

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:sun:
~Fisva:iconFisva: Jan 22, 2008, 5:36:36 AM
That's very cute photo xD ^^

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
~mad-as-pantyhose:iconmad-as-pantyhose: Jan 21, 2008, 1:27:42 PM
thanks for the fave =)

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Those who dance are condemned insane by those who can't hear the music
~Fisva:iconFisva: Jan 13, 2008, 6:53:05 AM
Dobrze chłopcze :P

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
~jaqb19:iconjaqb19: Jan 13, 2008, 1:16:30 AM
Wolę jak mówią na mnie chłopiec, mężczyzna zbyt poważnie jak na mnie brzmi XD

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"Maybe life is like a ride on a freeway, dodging bullets while you're trying to find your way..."
The Offspring- Staring at the Sun
~Fisva:iconFisva: Jan 12, 2008, 11:18:29 AM Mood: Joy
Ja również, zwłaszcza mężczyznę :D

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
~jaqb19:iconjaqb19: Jan 12, 2008, 10:35:34 AM
Szybkie rozpoznanie terenu xDDDD Ale zawsze się cieszę jak moge poznać nową osobę, zwłaszcza dziewczynę xP

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"Maybe life is like a ride on a freeway, dodging bullets while you're trying to find your way..."
The Offspring- Staring at the Sun
~Fisva:iconFisva: Jan 12, 2008, 10:32:54 AM
Zaznajomiliśmy się, to daję ;)

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
~jaqb19:iconjaqb19: Jan 12, 2008, 2:41:10 AM
Dziękować za watcha, odwdzięczam się tym samym ;P

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"Maybe life is like a ride on a freeway, dodging bullets while you're trying to find your way..."
The Offspring- Staring at the Sun
~zukosfire7:iconzukosfire7: Jan 2, 2008, 9:13:09 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: :glomp:

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Siss on you pister. you ain't so mucking fuch. What makes you think you're so smucking fart?
O.o

I :heart: [link]
~Fisva:iconFisva: Jan 1, 2008, 2:15:29 AM
w porę... XD

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"There's a thin line between love and hate..."

Loneliness.
~Hercia:iconHercia: Dec 31, 2007, 5:27:49 AM
Oooo Pani z Tarnówka XDD
Watch ^^